Category: diary

Rumination brain continues. It is a weird thing to have no plannable future. And not even plannable, even just goal-oriented thinking is not useful anymore....

I downloaded some new movies so my brain could have a break. Nothing worth mentioning, really. My brain remains bored. I feel like I am...

A shout into the void. It at least makes me feel better to write it down. I have been having anxiety bordering on panic attacks...

My morning, a story in 4 parts: I could write a book about how fucked up this dude and his project are, but no one...

I know I should be outside more. But because it rained yesterday it was probably too wet to take a blanket out to a field...

Another day of not leaving the house. Oops. I really need to stop doing that. We were almost going to leave the house, but then...